Wow; how life can just be fucked up sometimes.

The ironey of it? It's all pretty much my fault - well, at a subconcious level of course. It's not like I INTENTIONALLY ment to do it; do you think I purposefully ment to feel like this? No... it just happened! If I could change it, then I of all people would...because it fucking hurts lol. I im certianally not gunna hate myself for it... So i lick my wounds with pride.

God know's how many inspiring quotes ive read about hope, how it's all you need, how it will get you anywhere and everywhere... Bollocks it will, hope can get you places, but too much of it keeps you going around in circles.

A prime example of too much hope is that stupid dog you laugh at that runs around and around in circles trying to chase his own tail; in the hope, that one day... he shall catch it. But he never does.

So what's my wisdom quote for the day? Alittle hope is a great thing; Too much hope is a fucking killer! :)

Non the less, keep your chin up and chest out! :)

Today, was a good day :)

I arrived home from college at roughly 5:30, and to my supprise, my new A4 graphics tablet had arrived. It's certianally going to make my photoshop, web design, flash tasks so much easier! I want to spend some more time with vertex art and illustration. Why? I've no idea, mainly because it's something new :)


Whilst at college today, I made a very stupid mistake with my .htaccess; resulting in receiving some very odd traffic numbers! I quickly sorted and and xeuse.com is back to normal. I'm hopefully going to be able to find some time to write some more photoshop tutorials for it over this weekend, but we shall see!

Anyway, with it being 3:34 in the morning, I feel it's time that I head off to bed! So much for an early night!

Goodnight to you all :)

Welcome to the wonderful world of the me blog :)

I figured i'd spend my first post talking about who i am. I'm 20 years old and currently studying computing at college. I care not to mention which college in fear of my reputation...

When I leave college, I plan to go forth into the wonderful world of web design. I've always had a keen interest in design, and I've no idea as to why - But I enjoy it so much, so thats always a good sign.

Ever since the first day my little brother introduced me into unlimited creativity that homestead had to offer! :) After that, I got into photoshop and started learning html. Then came the day that I realised you could actually create a websites in photoshop, then cut it up and export into HTML! The skies opened up and there was no stopping me... I was on a mission :)

Fast forward about 8 years, and i'm sat here writing this blog to you :)

Anyway, that's enough of story telling for now. Thank you for listening.


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